I’m so stable

Scans last Saturday show stable! Lucky #13 down. On days that I get scan results, I bring a friend, just in case I need the support if the results aren’t good. But since all the results so far have been great, we celebrate 🎉

I love leaving appointments laughing and joking around with my team. I am such a fangirl of this place. No other place I would ever want cancer care.

I don’t say this to mean I love being a patient. I don’t. I would love to have a typical 34-year-old body and experience. I would love to fill my time with a job that fulfills me and to have the energy and health to keep up working full time. I would love to garden and feel great the next day, not feel like I just aged 50 years. I would love to sit on the ground with my kids and feel confident that standing back up wasn’t going to hurt. I would love to unlearn the insides of many public restrooms. I would love to sleep fully through a night without waking from hot flashes/night sweats/insomnia. Just to name a few things…but at Dana Farber, I am well taken care of. I am confident my team brings their A-game to each of my appointments. And for this specific situation, I know I am exactly where I am supposed to be.

Xoxo